tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55248118831225505902024-03-14T02:20:12.097-07:00N A T T E R I N G S 2013Al Falafalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02921398517255684038noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5524811883122550590.post-56132026656189796922013-01-18T10:04:00.002-08:002013-01-18T10:05:27.158-08:00From Heart to HAART: Notes From My Personal Journey<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";"><b>Flashback: July 2011. I</b>n my last blog as the Natterer, I
wrote about my then recent experience with <i>myocardial
infarction (MI)</i>. I did my best to keep a positive – if not light-hearted –
attitude about having what I finally would learn had been a “<i>silent heart attack</i>.” <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">(see: </span><a href="http://nattererer.blogspot.com/2011/07/upside-to-heart-attack.html"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">http://nattererer.blogspot.com/2011/07/upside-to-heart-attack.html</span></a><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">As I wrote then, my heart trouble had probably
been coming on for several years. And I might have seen it coming if I were
paying attention to certain changes in my body that I’d routinely dismissed as,
well, just what happens as you get older. It was only after a month-long
battery of EKGs, MRIs, CAT Scans, radioactive stress tests and multiple blood
draws that I got to see a real life Cardiologist for the first time. He finally
confirmed that it was indeed most likely a heart attack I’d had. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">So I’ve been on medication (Lisinopril, Lasix
and Simvastatin) ever since and made many of the “lifestyle changes” that were
recommended. As a result I’ve been doing very well according to Dr. Cardio last
time I saw him (about 4 months ago – due again in 2 more months). <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Still, it's </span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue';">an understatement to say that it's</span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue';"> not been quite eventful time since that last blog post.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">I finished my Masters Degree, lost the best job I'd ever had and found a much better new one, moved into the most fabulous new apartment, made three fun trips to New Orleans with my partner Anthony who I then put more and more energy into caring for as his health had begun to deteriorate. I ended up taking FMLA leave to stay with him in hospice until, sadly, he passed away of HIV-related diseases on November 11, 2012 (after we'd been together for 8 1/2 years and just days before his 49th birthday).</span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue';">While trying to do what you can to help a sick and dying loved one it can be easy - and maybe necessary - </span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">to forget about and neglect your own health as much as possible. Which I did in those last months of his life. But then, after he died I decided it was time I get a thorough physical exam and catch up on my own health issues. I felt quite healthy, in the physical sense. How bad could it be? </span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">That's when</span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";"> I learned that I too have been walking
around with HIV coursing through my blood for who knows how long? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">After the shock of that moment wore off, one of
my first (rational) reactions was the thought that I must have picked this virus up in the time
since my heart attack. Surely they included an HIV test when they were doing those multiple blood draws in 2011, right? Since I was never told any results then I must have been negative and had nothing to worry about, as far as HIV goes, right? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">For years my Primary Care has been handled at
the LGBT Clinic in town and surely my gay doctor there would have ordered the
test along with the gazillion other tests he put me through “to rule things
out.” Right? Don't we know enough to test any sexually active gay man who presents in the LGBT clinic - especially one whose partner is HIV+ (and who already had lost a previous partner to AIDS)?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Well, the same doc who was good at zeroing in
on my heart condition in 2011 is also the one who diagnosed me with HIV on
12/06/2012. According to him no HIV test results are in my records for 2011.
And it would not have been ordered, he said, if I didn’t ask for it, as I did
last month. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Of course I should never assume that they would
have tested me for HIV without my consent. But I also cannot say for sure that
I did not consent to a test at that time. I would have definitely said yes had
it been offered – I was used to being tested regularly and was overdue for one
by about a year. This Doc was also Anthony’s primary care provider
and necessarily aware of his HIV status. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">It may be a moot point now but
shouldn’t he have thought then to check me for HIV while running tests for
everything else? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">In fact, through the fog of that weird time </span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue';">I half remember</span><span style="color: #262626; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue';"> asking for an HIV test to be included -- and Doc telling me he'd ordered it. It is wholly believable that a test was not done even after I requested it since this same doc told me when doing my recent blood work that he ordered a TB test for me. It is standard practice to test for TB along with Hep A, B, C and many other things in new HIV+ patients. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">All this occurs to me now as I’ve been mulling over
in my mind every little incident of cold, flu, achy muscles, joint pains and
other complaints I’ve had over the last few years. I guess it’s natural to
wonder about how long I’ve actually been positive without knowing and if I
there were signs of HIV I should have noticed – <i>or that my doctor should have checked
for</i> – before now. The fact is that I still can't remember the last time I'd been tested. I am sure I tested several times after Anthony & I got together - for his peace of mind as well as my own. We played safe and it would have killed him to think that he might have passed HIV on to me. I'm truly grateful that he's not around to know about it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: Helvetica Neue;">Back to my heart thing -- this was definitely the biggest
physical event of my life until now as HIV comes into the picture. I just have
to wonder which came first? HIV can be in your system for up to 10 years during its "latent" stage. Did my HIV precede the MI? And was it a contributing or causal factor
that should have been considered? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Well, guess what? With little effort I’ve
turned up a large number of articles in scientific journals that address
questions around HIV and Heart Disease. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">To cite a review of the literature from 2008, <i>Sani*</i> reported that “heart muscle disease is the most important cardiovascular manifestation of HIV infection… likely
to become even more prevalent as HIV infected patients live longer.” <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">His article in </span><a href="http://link.springer.com/journal/508"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Wiener klinische Wochenschrift</span></a><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";"> reviewed a number of studies regarding the “aetiopathogenesis and
presentation of HIV related myocardial disease… and measures taken to improve
survival.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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there possibly being an upside to any life threatening condition - including heart disease & HIV Infection - this is definitely where I’d start. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";"><i>“Clinical pathological
studies from the pre-HAART era show a 30% prevalence of cardiomyopathy in
patients with AIDS. The introduction of Highly Active AntiRetroviral Therapy
(HAART) regimens has substantially modified the course of HIV disease by
lengthening survival and improving quality of life of HIV-infected patients.
There is also good evidence that HAART significantly reduces the incidence of
cardiovascular manifestations of HIV infection. By preventing opportunistic
infections and reducing the incidence of myocarditis, HAART regimens have
reduced the prevalence of HIV-associated cardiomyopathy by almost 7-fold from
the pre-HAART era.”</i><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Yes, it may be a moot
point since it seems I found out my HIV status while I’m still healthy by all
measures (except for a pretty low T Cell count at first). But it would have just
been nice if my doctor had been on the ball enough in 2011 to test me for HIV
then when he put me though all those other tests… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Of course, I'm sot seeing <i>THAT</i> doctor any more!</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">* Sani, MU (2008). Myocardial disease in human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) infection: a
review, </span><a href="http://link.springer.com/journal/508"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">Wiener
klinische Wochenschrift</span></a><span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Helvetica Neue";">, February 2008, 120(3-4):
77-87<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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